Fear

There is not a lot (if anything) that I fear however tomorrow is standing as the scariest moment in my life. I don't want bad news but I just want something that answers and holds a solution because I really can't keep living like this. It has not been fun I am not enjoying life and I just want this to end. I don't think that anyone will understand just how petrified I am of this answer. But now that I have written it somewhere I cab feel a little better. Hopefully I won't have to write anything morbid next time old friend.